I couldn't sleep last night. I think it was 3:30 am when I finally fell asleep. Well, I dreamt that my grandfather was dead and my father said it was the nurses fault.
When I woke up my dad told me that my grandfather actually was dead - and had been it since 3:00. I have never been superstitious, but this really scared me..
Besides, I miss him so much. I really was starting to think that he would make it. Apparently not.
I really need a hug right now.